Paul Reed
Mom it’s been 1 week since you have not been here and I miss you so much. for me to even be here is a struggle with out you here I can here you say you have your daughter to think about but I don’t know if that’s enough I am constantly replying stuff in my head I need you mom I need you with me I feel so alone for me to even Be home in the house with out you here I can’t do it I can’t be left alone for me to look over at your room and you not there the things I have to do just to get through the day people say it gets easier as time gos by but I don’t see that ever happening



