My Precious Brother, Its now been five weeks since the Lord has taken you home. I know how strong a person you are and you would want all of your family to cherish our time with you but to also move forward with our life. Michael, it seems as if an eternity has passed by already since losing you and yet it also seems like just yesterday we spoke together. Michael, my days are too long and my nights are even longer without you here. There are so many things I wish I could talk to you about or to just get a hug. I know I'm being selfish but I've never hurt so much in my life. I do want to make you proud of me Michael but things just don't have the same meanings for me anymore. I know time will help us Michael and you left such a beautiful family to love and support one another and we will. Just like we'll carry on your legacy to share with all the Grandchildren. Michael, I pray everyday that the good Lord will see fit to fill my life with just a smidgen of character, strength, love, devotion, compassion, determination and even some stubborness that made you who you were,beloved by all who knew you and even those who had only known you for a short while. I miss you so much Michael, not a moment goes by that I'm not thinking of you regardless of what I'm doing. I'm still spoiling Reagan as much as I can get away with but Wendy's caught on to us and is actually making some great progress with straightening us both out! I love you Michael and I would love for you to visit me if and whenever you can and in anyway you can. Thank you so much for always including me in your "Family". You have such a beautiful loving wife, children and grandchildren and I feel Blessed to be part of them. I'm told time will help us cope with all of this. But I don't know how time and bring back such a large part of me that went with you. I will keep my promise to you Michael that i will do my best to be my very best in all that I do because I know thats what you would do! I love you big brother and I live to look forward to being with our heavenly Father, Mom and Dad and You Michael along with all our family and friends who are with you now. So please keep touching all of your family here until we can all be with you. I miss you and love you forever!
your little brother,